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We just got back from Windsor awhile ago. Cause mum wanted to get away for a night, so me and Hannah stayed in a spare bedroom.
I got very little sleep because I woke up around one, and Hannah was on top of me. I trieedddd, to roll her back to the other side but she wouldn't budge. So I gave up and stared at a wall until morning. >>;
But we got to play with sparklers and eat junkfood all night. So that was fun.

I have to go to Nicks later to help him with some project. I'll prolly end up passing out on his couch or something, but that's okay.

Life has been pretty...boring lately. Graduating from high school in like, four school days D; BUT! I got my prom dress. Itsprettypretty.

Woo for having to actually start some sort of life.

Things have been so weirrddd lately. Prolly just cause a bunch of stuff is changing, I just have to learn to adjust.

Yesterday was pretty cool~ mattie picked me up from school and we walked to my house, It was our first time hanging out in a really longg time so it was neat to see him c:
and we hung out in my basement for awhile, just talking about a bunch of stuff. Which was cool. Then we played some guitar hero until dad started freaking out for no reason.
Then Natt joined us and we all went for a walk/watched the Simpsons movie. We talked about Brick Cell Phones, and how Mattie wants one. You could put people in comas. :]
Then we made a massive plate of nachos, until my parents flipped out and kicked them out.
Me and Matt are planning some sort of drinking night though, after I get paid. It'll be sweeett.

So, yeah. 10 days until I graduate. and then a year of doing nothing. Atleast i'll have time to pick up my drawings and what not again. Maybe it won't be so bad.

(I'm baking some stuff for mine and Kaitlins store c: http://geocities.com/intergalacticbunnysquad check it outt!)

I'm eating the candy I bought yesterday. So much colorful candy n___n
But, Yeah, things have been really good lately.

I've been spending a lot of time with friends, and spending lots of money! Yesterday I managed to buy: 3 books (woo dexterrr), two pairs of tights (One bright yellow, one shiney pink), A BEAR HAT xD, A shirt that says "Cut class, not frogs", and some cute cute Asian stuff from this adorable girl in the mall.

And school has been easier.
Wooo, happy life!

natt will be over later tonight. and we'll possibly get drunk.
yeye.

KAITLIN, OW.
MYHANDSSTILLHURT. >_____>
jsafks;fkdsfnksl
Im fragile you know.

Anyways, I'm tired. and I have to work tonight. nneeeehhh.
I've also been having some bad dreams lately. Mostly including Jacob, of course. I just don't think i'm used to him not being around anymore. but i'll get used to it soon. just hope that the bad dreams stop soon, i'm starting to loose sleep.

but, yeah, Natts coming over today since we don't have any school :3 we would play rockband, butitsdead.

So, I didn't get the nice weather I was hoping for.
But as long as it doesn't snow, I'm happy!

I stayed in yesterday because I wasn't feeling well. So I just sort of lazed around, relaxed. Downloaded a lot of music~ found some really cool new bands. Then I had to go to work, becauseIneedmoneyrealbad. Damien is ordering a laptop for me ^__^ Cause I'm..too young. It's a pink laptop, with a pink mouse, and a pink carrying bag. I've also ordered cute cute stickers to put on the keys.
haha, I have a problem.

(btw, Kaitlin, Glen and Katherine are by far my favorite people to close with. Katherine is always all "YAYCANDY,HAVESOMECANDY. YOU'RE AWESOME!" and glen, is just glen. xD)

I had such a hard time going to sleep last night. I keep trying to remind myself, that things will never go back to the way they used to be. But I can't help remember everything, and it makes me really sad to think about. I guess, it'll get easier with time.
He had a choice to make, and he didn't choose me. So, I know he doesn't really love me anymore.
I just have to remind myself that.

I have class in 40 mins. And I have a test, and a presentation to make. aughh.

I am feeling a bit better. It's been two days since we talked, and that's prolly a good thing.

Last night I slept on Karens couch, cause mum didn't want me home alone to face dads rampage.  We watched August rush, and fell asleep at about one.

Then I went home and got ready, and Natt came by and we headed to the mall, again, to get away from dad. I bought a pair of pink skinnies :) and a book called Twilight (Which Natt said was mega good, and I should read) so I think i'll read that tonight.
So, Yeah, I'm feeling pretty good right now. After the mall me and natt made like 50 layers of nachos, and watched Veronica Mars (y)
She just left like five minutes ago.

I think i'll go practice some guitar.~

This is way too hardd.

at first, I thought i'd be okay. But I'm slowly missing him more and more. I just have to keep telling myself, that things aren't gonna get better. and that it's for the best. Tooohaarrddd.

So, atleast schools been going well. and me and luke have been hanging out a lot, we're both going through a break-up right now. We watched Across the universe, and ordered some pizza, and just basically talked a lot. I like having someone to talk to.
and jacob called me yesterday, like 20 times. so I figured i'd call back. when I did he ended up hanging up on me because I guess he's mega jelous that me and Luke have been spending so much time together.

Not that it should really matter to him.
*sighsighsigh*

lmaolmao.
me, Natt, and a shitload of vodka.

I'm getting very drunk, and cant type properly. :) woo~

never try to play rockband, when yer drunk. haahh.

My throat is so swollen. :[
I havent eaten or really moved in 2 days because i'm so sick.

But, I'm starting to feel a bit better, which is good, 'cause me and Luke made plans to go to the pavilion and see ... Dead and Divinee <3 They're amazing. Natt was supposed to come with us, but I don't think she's able to get any money, which suckss.

aside from being insanely sick, I'm feeling okay. Like, emotionally Ok.
Lets just see how long that lasts.